.p.rae.lu.dium.

举头望无尽灰 云那季节叫做寂寞
背包塞满了家用 路就这样开始走
日不见太阳的暖 夜不见月光的蓝
不得不选择寒冷的开始 留下只拥有遗憾
命运的安排 遵守自然的逻辑
谁都无法揭谜底 喔～

远离家乡不甚唏嘘幻化成秋夜
而我却像落叶归根坠在你心间
几分忧郁几分孤单都心甘情愿
我的爱像落叶归根
家唯独在你身边

但愿陪你找回所遗失的永恒
当我开口你却沈默只剩一场梦

i never knew walking around a town from morning till night, making wrong turns on the way and taking long routes to reach somewhere when there's another short cut would be so addictive after doing it for 3 consecutive days.

from Clock Tower to the hotel, then to Dataran Pahlawan, next, to Jonker Street and then to Lorong Bukit China via the real long way just to eat the taste-below-average-satay celup, and then back to hotel, we travel it all via the most conventional way.... and that is....


by FOOT!

there's just too much to write about this trip, so decided to let the photos speak..

us after dropping luggage at the hotel room







Aldy Hotel

wf's not in the picture cause he says he wants to set bomb on tokyo.. HAHAAA!!

mind you ... never try the chicken rice ball though it was like a synonym to malacca delicacies *(because it was so "good")..and to everyone's disappointment... it was NOT! so not good that even any hawker style chicken rice stall in kl can beat it... maybe because we didn't try the most famous one, we went to this 古城鸡饭粒. my god~ really don't understand nowadays why these people can 敢敢 open business with food of no standard.

the most sour 酸菜 i've ever tasted. so sour that after the first bite you need 10 cups of honey to neutralise your toungue. wakaka!!

it felt as though exam's is still on.
well yes, yesterday was the last day of exams, which marks the end of my journey through A-Levels.
still in the middle of exam dilemma..
still at the point of wondering whether or not exam is really over..
hence, not so much of happy things to brag about though the studying process for exam is real daunting and dreadful.

yet, i'm still looking forward for the trip in days time... YEEPEE!! at least i can recline a little after all these months
somehow, on and off there's still this unspeakable ache in my heart
i know it'll haunt me till 16th of August
i know there's no way getting rid of it out of my mind
for i am the always pessimist type
i do not want to disappoint anyone
or perhaps i should correct my sentence
i do not want to disappoint myself most

the worries still persist
as though some cancer patient waiting for reports on whether or not their tumor is malignant
imagine how would one react upon receiving reports that it is malignant?
YES! that's the feeling! now you know how i feel..
i knew my problems,
it's either being unconfident or over confident
never once i can get myself into the middle path, WHY?!


though i felt that i did alright for it, but after several thoughts then the devil comes by
in fraction of seconds, the world seems to felt so hopeless, so real,
despite all the hardwork, i still need assurance on the recognition of my effort
and the answer will only come to me in 2 months time
but anticipating is a real freaking process,
it's tiring, it's agonising, it's torturing, it's fearful,
not knowing whether it'll be your day or not
and what if it's not?
what do i do?
where can i go?

i really don't know


perhaps the answer is something that one should not put high hopes on.

好辛苦，真的好辛苦！！

快结束这样的日子吧！！


每天就对着一大堆的书，
每天都要读这个读那个，
我的房间都堆满了作业，书本，
早上一醒来就要担心那一个科目还没温习，
真的很压力，
又要担心还有多少时间剩下来让我温习，
又要担心考了的科目到底考到怎样

不过心里有数，成绩也不会好到哪里去，
嗨。。
看来真的没什么读书的天分
还要妄想去某某著名大学念书，
现在只能盼呀盼，盼呀盼。。

难道在学业上的成就就能定断一个人的未来？
如 Singaporean 所说的：“文凭虽然只是一张纸，没有就是没有！”

不管了，反正尽了力就很好了，
如今我最想的就是和一群朋友去旅行，
找一些好吃的。。hehe。。

*苍蝇的泪滴好听。。
~~戴苍蝇的眼镜太多你数不清~~

这句好笑。。哈哈。。

我疯了！