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晚间催眠

Posted by peiying Wednesday, September 23, 2009 0 comment


这星期以来,每晚都重复听着同一首歌。
孙燕姿的《眼泪成诗》,我好喜欢听。
我把 ipod 的 repeat mode 启动了。
就是这首歌陪着我入眠。
那柔和的旋律,带着浓浓的中国古典风的二胡声,实在是太动听了。

-我已经已经把对白留成了永远忘了天色究竟是黑是灰-

这歌词也充分的描述那夜深人静时的感觉。
突然发现原来那时候,孙燕姿会那么红的确有她的原因。
那独特的嗓音,叫人痴,叫人醉,
为由她才能唱出歌词的意境

-我已经已经把沉默变成了忏悔无路可退只能无言以对-

让我们一起重温在人气最巅峰时,这位看似外刚内柔女生唱出的 《眼泪成诗》

Posted by peiying Tuesday, September 22, 2009 2 comment

停止对我的好
我会不自在

我会有遐想
我会不由自主地又陷入圈套

你知道吗
那抽离的过程很艰难
花了不少的时间和不断的思绪
够了!是时候醒了!

好!
从今天起转移注意力
我要专注于我的考试
我要重获自我!!

immediate verdict sought

Posted by peiying Friday, September 18, 2009 0 comment



ar!!! offer for extended warranty ending soon!! i'd yet to decide on which model to buy.

450d of 500d?!?!

不要惹我

Posted by peiying Tuesday, September 15, 2009 2 comment

我承认我不是一个脾气好的人
但也称不上坏脾气
我很容易生气
也不懂得怎么掩饰我的愤怒
从脸部表情你就知道我很不爽

可是 我也有我的好处
容易生气的我也容易忘记
只要一觉醒来 愤怒自然消减不少

所以身边的你们若发现我正在气你们
别见怪 也该觉得庆幸
因为我不是那种收收埋埋的人
别怕我会对你有心计
这就是我

可你要记住
我不出声
不代表我好惹!!

龚柯允 舔伤

Posted by peiying 0 comment

对你不会再等待
这个坏习惯要改
总是等在最后排
能等个什么未来

给我的温柔你就算再慷慨
再也不能将我的意志收买
把我从你身边扯开心是会碎的这才明白

自己舔伤 我此刻还能靠在谁肩膀
不再假装我还能寄望什么愿望不忘
想自己舔伤我躲起来让时间去调养
把泪光痊愈成为一种成长

伤口不需要掩盖
爱不爱没人理睬
有时想彻底释怀
人就该停止徘徊

想自己舔伤我躲起来偷用时间去调养
自己舔伤我对你的爱不再对谁讲
不想伪装我接受失望会讲期望遗忘
我自己舔伤却包扎不自你的回想
会怎样若我还在你的身边喔自己舔伤

starry, starry night

Posted by peiying Thursday, September 10, 2009 0 comment

13 weeks of english classes came to an end today. i was not the stereotype of student who listens attentively in class, neither would i be the one who slacks all the way througout. it was only till today that i find english lessons meaningful. after several weeks of repetitive summary writing, today's task was on listening and using emotive languages, which i find the most interesting. topic was on don mclean's- Vincent

we've heard this song so many times, be it on the radio, or some singing competitions, and it was even featured in the sizzling hot 2008 hong kong drama series- The Heart of Greed. yes, to me it was just a song. a song where people of my dad's age will appreciate, a song whereby after being listened now will be forgotten the next minute.

the perception totally evolved after listening to my english teacher's story of the prevailing character, which is non other than the famous post impressionist painter and one of the most famous artists of all time, Vincent van Gogh. Vincent was said to be a highly emotional and lacked self-confidence individual. his life was of an unhappy one, for no one actually understood him. Van Gogh died at his own hands in France at the age of 37. he shot himself. although he sold only one painting during his life, van Gogh is now considered one of the greatest Dutch painters since Rembrandt. his fame was probably enhanced by his well-documented mental difficulties- he was diagnosed with schizophrenia (multiple characteristics).


van Gogh's most famous painting- Starry Night


the slideshow of his artworks played alongside with the song, Vincent, made me ponder that there's a hidden tender soul in him. his paintings were mainly of the surroundings and people he sees, the paddy field, the sky at night, the house he lived in. it was all so simple, yet soothing to sight with a little melancholic feel at the same time. perhaps all he'd ever wanted was merely some love and understanding while he was alive.

isn't it time for us to reflect on ourselves whether or not have we missed out anything important in life other than the usual working and studying routine.

when was the last time you raised your head and truly appreciate the starry night?

Starry, starry night

Paint your palette blue and gray
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understand What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze
Reflecting Vincent's eyes of China blue
Colors changing hueMorning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hands

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one asbeautiful as you

Starry, starry night
Portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget
Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
A silver thorn on a bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they're not listening still
Perhaps they never will

ning baizura - breathe again

Posted by peiying Sunday, September 6, 2009 0 comment

Have you wondered how it feels
When it‘s all over
Wondered how it feels when you just
Have to start anew
Never knowing where you‘re going
When you face a brand new day
It used to be that way
Now i just close my eyes and say

I just wanna breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little
Cry a little Live a little more
I just wanna face the day
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if i hope a little
Try a little more
I‘ll breathe again

Starting out again is never easy

Disappointments come and go
But life still moves on
With a bit of luck
It‘s a brand new start
That might just work my way
No need to walk away
Don‘t want to live on life‘s replay
Things will work out fine
If you can find the courage to look past the night
To see the break of dawn

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was browsing through youtube for grey's anatomy's soundtrack. then, came across this magnificent song. ning had really opened my eyes to how good our local artiste can sing an english song. to some extent, i think she sounded a little like mariah carey..

she proved that it's not necessary to hit high pitches to be defined as a good singer.
nevertheless, it's still a song worth recommending - Breathe Again

it is all doom and gloom..

Posted by peiying Saturday, September 5, 2009 2 comment

On 15th June 2009, the UK Border Agency announced a newly revised shortage occupation list (SOL). For people from outside the European Economic Area (EEA) and had the aspiration to be a registered pharmacist in the United Kingdom, the new SOL is not something to look forward to. As the name suggests, SOL is a list of occupations which the UK government wants to fill urgently and is willing to open those jobs up for qualified foreigners. In other words, a foreigner will more likely to be granted a work permit if the job is in this list. In the revised list, community/retail pharmacist was no longer included, which means, getting permission to work as one in the UK maybe difficult to obtain. It is not all doom and gloom, at least hospital pharmacist remained in the list.

The change can translate into the imminent over supply of pharmacist in the United Kingdom, primarily in the community or retail setting. This is obvious if one keep track on the number of school of pharmacy mushrooming all over the UK over the last few years. From around 17 four years ago to 22 fully accredited universities providing the MPharm courses. This number excludes five other universities that had yet to churn out any graduates and also two universities that twin with Malaysian counterparts. The number of collabaration courses will inevitably increase in the near future.

If you plan to work in the UK after graduation, this information will be useful for your consideration or reconsiderations. If you plan to do pharmacy, the fact is that you will need to be more than a brilliant student to be able to survive in this profession in the near future, the days of pharmacist having a job for certain will be ending soon. In the UK and eventually in Malaysia.

Editors: The decision of Migration Advisory Committtee (MAC) of UK Borders (UK Immigration Dept) to remove community pharmacists and pharmacy technicians from SOL came as a surprise to both students and RPSGB. Apparently RPSGB, the body that represents pharmacists within the UK was not consulted for the decision. However, this decision will be reviewed in September 2009. Hopefully by then, there will be a favourable outcome. Meanwhile, it will be hard to non-EU pharmacy graduates to apply for working visa even if they are offered a place in pre-registration. As an alternative, (as far as we know) they will have to opt for post-study visa which allows them to work in UK for a maximum of 2 years.


extracted from: http://mpsuksc.wordpress.com/category/pre-reg-working-in-the-uk