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Posted by peiying Friday, March 6, 2009


the third month of uni sailed away just like that. 3 months of doubtful student life were spent on ceaseless production of lab reports and never-ending tutorials. classes were arranged in such a way that you have 4-5 hours between lectures (stupid lah, want to go home also cannot liao). what you can do is either to jay walk around the campus or act studious in library, memorizing names of hormones, skeletal muscles functions and drugs calculations.

class tests are just weeks away, end of semester exam in 2 months. yet, i am so not prepared for it. very frequently had i given myself excuses to finish up lab reports prior to touching my remaining 13 module guides. 13!!! how am i supposed to remember the contents of 13 psychological daunting texts within 2 months?

afterall things couldn't be that bad with the help of some experienced lecturers in IMU. one thing to note is that lecturers here are really something. (this ABSOLUTELY excludes my math lecturer, who is a disaster)
they REALLY have vast and solid knowledge of their instructed subject. in my case, physiology, foundation chemistry lecturers are really awesome. (but dunno why ar, i still fall asleep in their lectures)

so far, physiology has been the most weary and astounding subject. there's just so so so so so so damn many names of blood vessels, hormonal effects, muscle fibers, endocrine structures, cell organizations, (you name it -_-) i have to remember. it's a relieve that i had chosen a-levels over ausmat couple of years ago, learning the fact that a-levels had actually sufficiently equipped their students with the fundamental knowledges of the subjects we are studying now.

but mathematics!!! oh dear!! totally forgotten differentiations, integrations, and yes, nonetheless trigonometry. calculations are never my cup of tea. i had rather spend hours memorizing human body systems than squeezing brain juice completing those intricate math problems. not that i dislike math, it's just that i do not have the patience to figure out the things which involve only numbers 0-9. i need illustrations, colours, interesting texts, simple definitions to assist my learning.

how lah am i going to puke out facts from 13 books into my exams? God, help me!!

1 comment:

Elizabeth said...

hahahahahaha eh miss! why so many weird unfamiliar terms! at least it's better than having 2% assessment everytime. study so hard for 2% =.= vomit blood

and omg! i sleep in my lectures too! ALL of them! shit boh! T____T *guilty and i havent been doing anything besides going out and going out and going out. so dead