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该放下的都放下了,解脱了,我是勇敢的

Posted by peiying Tuesday, July 21, 2009 2 comment


多年的包袱,那天我终于放下了
不知哪来的勇气,冲动 与坚持
我告诉了你,一个埋藏在心里整整 3 年的秘密
真的好不容易
好不容易,处女座的我拆下一直以来的面纱
勇于面对自己
从来都没有那么坦白的面对一件事
如果一开始就能够如此
也许就不会有今天这个局面

不被了解的痛楚
心理有好多复杂感触
但我是庆幸的
今天的我终于能真正放下心头大石
也突破了心理障碍,面对你
不再做虚伪的自己

原来说出来一点也不难
那一晚我睡得特别安稳
并不是因为我的勇气
而是因为恍然发现,我并不是一个人
感谢上帝让我的生命里出现了许多的好友
原来每当我需要你们的时候
你们总会在我的身边
在我最彷徨无助的时候
你们会用心聆听,给于安慰

那晚,你在电话里说你是自私的
而事实上,真正自私的人是我
以前 当好友需要安抚的时候
我总是没能及时陪在身边
或许是因为这样,你们都选择不找我诉苦

回想这一切,我充心向你们道歉
同时也充心向你们道谢
因为有你们 我才能够熬过这一切
那晚的每一句活仍清楚地漂浮在记忆里
我的手不停在颤抖
手掌不停冒冷汗
没有一句活是能完完整整,清清楚楚的诠释
你甚至还帮我完成句子
你耐心的听我说完每一句
你的言语中 带着万分无奈
对不起 也许我吓倒你了
希望你不会因此而感到不好意思
因为我一心只想打开心结
坦然面对你 也坦然面对自己
希望我们还能维持最初的相处 好吗?
谢谢你那晚对我说了那句你好勇敢 我也好感动
就是这一句 让我觉得无比的轻松
不知为何 心情忽然变得好开心
没错!我开心因为我自豪自己能那么勇敢

今天的我不再抱着沉重的心情听 《第二顺位》
生命里有太多的过客
每个过客留下的痕迹都值得回味
我不再狭窄 我自我更新 我珍惜一切
明天的我会否遇上生命里另一个转捩点
我抱着希望去等待
朋友们,你们也要加油!

我因你们而勇敢,你们也该因自己而勇敢!


the mahathir beguile

Posted by peiying Tuesday, July 7, 2009 0 comment



7th july marked one of the most memorable moment of my student life in imu. this was the day i got the opportunity to be 'this' close to our former 4th prime minister, the well-respected Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohammed.

the honourable guest was here this morning to deliver his speech on 'Leadership in Medicine and Contribution to Nation Building'. simultaneously after his speech, there's this Q&A session with the students. we, as the aspiring professionals in the healthcare industry had more or less benefited from the aforementioned speech. 6 students went up to to propose their questions about tun's visions on malaysia's future healthcare provider, his idea of realising the nation's health sector standard to those of develop countries, what's his level of satisfaction as the nation's leader etc..

depite the perpetual negative political issues being branded on him, nevertheless, i'd still respected him not only for his mighty contribution towards malaysia's progress over the past 20-30 years, but also his capability of articulating himself so well. whatever questions forwarded to him were so eloquently answered, with much practical thoughts. and, and, and he is one very PUNCTUAL person. unlike, those little 'dai lap mak' who enjoyed making people wait for their arrival, as though it's the most reasonable thing on earth. -__-"

right after the brief one hour session, tun began to leave his seat and went on to shake hands with some of the students who sat at the front row. it was then, the "mahathir-frenzy" took place. ALL, i meant ALL students rushed right after him, just to catch a glimpse of this honourable leader. it was almost impossible for us to snap a clear photo of him, what more of getting near to him. the chaos was equivalent to witnessing the appearance of a super idol.

haha..worth skipping bioscience lecture afterall. :P

难得投契的朋友离开了。。

Posted by peiying Wednesday, July 1, 2009 2 comment


为什么美好的东西总是不长久呢?

今天才发现大学里难得谈的投契的一位朋友已经退学了。

她被一所印尼大学的牙科系录取了。


嗨。。好可惜啊!

我和她是满投缘的。我们两一样的疯疯癫癫,一样的搞笑,也同样认识同一位老朋友。这么难得的朋友,说真的在大学里是很难找到的。


没办法啦,毕竟她已做出选择,就只好为他的前程送上衷心的祝福。


hui wen,虽然我们的缘分时如此短暂,可是我会好好珍惜我们曾相处过的回忆。


啊。。才发现我们还未一起拍过照叻。可惜。。 :(

grabbed from mei ying's blog