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落于人后

Posted by peiying Monday, April 26, 2010 0 comment

如果说考试不是要拿成绩做比较
而是要证明自己已经做到该达到的水平
对父母,对自己都有个交待

那么,为什么
当知道别人比自己考得更好时候
心里总是不好受
好像和他们脱节了,落于人后了

这时就会一直问
为何你比别人付出多
可是换来的
却比别人得到少
而且是少很多很多

还是该是时候
问问自己
是否真的
比别人付出的
“够多”吗?

空虚,真的能习惯就好?

Posted by peiying Saturday, April 24, 2010 0 comment

记得几年前和朋友去戏院看了《门徒》这套戏,看完之后真的有所感慨。同时也很欣赏戏里的两位演员-吴彦祖,张静初

一位是让我觉得他在这部戏里有突破性的表现,另一位则让我觉得身为一位新人,她真的表现得很好-胜过香港许多的“花瓶”。


这部戏也是甚少我觉得有“内容”的港片-情节虽简单可它能完整的,直接的把讯息呈现给观众。

吴彦祖在戏里有一句对白,说是,“我一直不明白为什么有人会要吸毒?可是看见了坤哥(刘德华饰)和阿芬(张静初饰),我终于明白。是空虚。那到底是空虚可怕,还是毒品可怕?”

说完这句后,穿着警服的他都想尝试吸毒的滋味儿。这因,虽然成功破了案子的他,可是到最后,他还是一个人。就连,他时常在天台胃的鸽子,都被政府抓走了。寂寞空虚的他于是想用毒品来麻醉自己。

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空虚,就像一个心灵与理智的深偷
它可以让人失去一杀那的理智,让人做出非人为的事
无论你是谁,从事什么行业,都逃不过面对空虚的一天

人,会因空虚掀起的杂念而迷途
努力找寻能填补那空虚心灵的东西
视引起别人注意为最终目标

我们因空虚而为自己造了太多的“理由”
都纷纷为自己的邪念找到借口

那么这些人就应该看这部戏
看看原来这社会
空虚的人不止自己一个
要不然那么多毒友从哪儿来

就算空虚的你不会那么堕落
但,你还要继续颓废下去吗
还要被空虚的杂念捆绑着吗

事在人为咯。。。
也许只能说习惯就好吧。。。

ola! sambal fiesta!

Posted by peiying Friday, April 9, 2010 1 comment

inspired by the thought of not able to have my favourite food of our beloved home country in less than 6 months time, i've decided to try out some of the DIY-possible recipes when i'm in overseas later, provided the availability of ingredients :(

the first thing that comes to mind was - SAMBAL!!!
oh!! how can one feast on nasi lemak without the presence of its main character?

my wild experiment started off by heading to the market to get some fresh ingredients.

1. red chillis (be it dried or fresh) x 20
2. red onions (big) x 5
3. red onions (small) x 5
4. tamarind (asam jawa) x 1 packet
5. garlic x 3-5 cloves
6. serai x 3
7. salt (1 teaspoon)
8. sugar (3 tablespoons)
9. oil (half bowl)

 
main ingredients


STEP 1 - carefully remove chilli seeds and chopped onions. don't slice serai as shown in photo on right because it'll be difficult to remove them later. recommended to just roughly smashed them and put in the serai as whole while cooking. tamarind is made into liquid and its seeds are to be sifted away.

STEP 2 - because the poor me doesn't possess an electrical blender, will have to manually blend them using grandma's method- batu lesung. tangan dah lenguh dah :(

STEP 3 - ingredients blend to a pulp. whole process took me around 30 minutes. reminder: the finer the pulp, the better. 

STEP 4 - heat up the wok with 2 tablespoons of oil, put in onions to fry for about 5-10 minutes.

STEP 5 - next, add in the pulp and simmer for about 30 minutes.

STEP 6 - add in salt, sugar, tamarind liquid and serai then continue to simmer for another 15 minutes until reddish-brown colour and the oil separates from the mixture.

FINAL STEP - turn off the heat and my sambal is ready to be served!!! :O
eh.. wipe off that saliva from your keyboard. hahah!!

breakdown of costs:
1. chillis ----------- RM 3.40
2. onions ---------- RM1.30
3. tamarind ------- RM1.00 per packet
4. serai ------------ RM0.30
5. miscellanous --- RM1.00
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TOTAL                  RM 7.00
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