我爱着谁 爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁 能够把我让我变不对
你不会累 但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁 不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点 我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉
* 他不会是个好男人 也不会是个好情人
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多 少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞 也不会让你更难过
你听我说 要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错 至少还有我的问候我的温柔陪你度过
你听我说 你不要这么做
你不要看着我 说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受 我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛 再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点 我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉
repeat from *
oh my god. i think i screwed up my IELTS speaking test today. oh no! oh no! i've already reminded myself NOT to have too much um, ah, eh. however, i replied to almost all of the answers with one or two of these words slipping out of my mouth.
the examiner is a VERY VERY nice person i would say. her name, joanne cheah.
apparently i was the first candidate to start off the day, and was allocated into room 3.
greeted the examiner as i made my entrance. she introduced herself an made an opening for the recording. i was then asked for my identification card. the test started off well with some brief introduction of myself.
she asked, "Are you a student?"
i replied, " I am a student and am currently applying for university." (thank god, i've prepared for this)
the first session continued with simple questions about my subject of study during a-levels and why i want to do a-levels. following up were questions about weather. oh.. this is the dreadful part. basically the questions were rather simple and straightforward, but i just couldn't utter the words off my mind and put them into proper sentences. i often repeated her question and it goes something like this...
ms. cheah : what do you think the weather in your living area has an effect on the environment?
me : um, what effect is has eh... well.. i would say ... the weather in my living place is very sunny and hot. it seldom rains and um.. the effect er... most of the plants er... WILT. (HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHHAAH!!!!!)
she must have laughed her pants off listening to such childish answers. even i myself laughed after enunciating that. oh my... how idiotic! but ms cheah is very nice and she reacted to my 'fantabulous' answer with just a smile.
next, she asked : which weather do you like most?
me : um... the weather i liked most would be .... AUTUMN.
ANOTHER FANTASTIC ANSWER!!
i quickly corrected myself, i said, "sorry, autumn is not a weather, hahaha, sorry, um.. the weather i like most um... (i could not come out with the word for neither sunny nor rainy weather, i just couldn't !!! ) not too hot, not too cold.
OH NO!!! THE END!!! i must have scored 1/10 for vocabulary. frankly speaking, till now i still can't come out with the exact word to describe that type of weather. can someone please enlighten me? i know it's not cloudy. it's NOT!
the next one she asked me about meeting new people. i was questioned whether i would like to meet new people, i immediatle replied, no. HAHAH... i told her i was an introvert. seldom go out and meet new people. at that point i could see that this answer was not one she expected, and that she was stucked at that moment to continue questioning more. HAHAHHA... clever me! but still she asked when was the last time i met someone interesting. (this was when i made up my own stories)
task 2 required me to talk on a topic for 1-2minutes, and i am allowed to draft out some notes for 1 minute prior to speaking. topic given was >>>> a website you find useful to you
GREAT! i though that this was a simple one as i often surf the internet, immediately http://www.google.com/ popped out of mind.
basically the questions were:
1. what website was it
2. how do you find it useful to you
3, what are you using it for
4. how would you recommend this website to others? ( i said this was a very well-knowed website, need not more introduction, AHAHHA)
further questions were asked about what effect do you think the internet has on the society, how would it benefit the people using it, are there any negative effects caused by using the internet, who usually use the internet, why eldery seldom use internet, how would you recommend them to learn using the internet.
basically the questions were mostly "well-answered". cross my fingers! hopefully a band 7 would be the outcome, hmm... i doubt it.
pray pray pray, hopefully i'll aced through the rest of the exams. but i have no idea at all about writing test, what to do? what to do? (scratch head)
OH! yes, happy birthday mom! congratulations on your retirement!
3 weeks ago, went for interview with puijen in UTS marketing solutions as telemarketer. mr phang, our call centre manager agreed on the expected salary right away. and the salary? *secret*
started my first day calling last monday, got first sales on first day, GREAT start! aim high! target 80 cases per month, then get commission like crazy. BUAHAHHAHAH!
went to register for IELTS test on wednesday. there goes my rm530. will be sitting for speaking test on the 24th which i had no prior preparations at all. all i know about the test is that you have speak about your personal details, education background, family background this and that. next section, the examiner will be giving you a prompt card and you have one minute to think of what to describe or talk about based on the topic on the card for a duration of 1-2 minutes. then the examiner will ask one or two rounding off questions about on what you told them. not easy leh... scared scared lah.. jess, since you say this is easy, you must help me!!!
listening, writing and reading tests will be held on the 28th. what i fear most is in fact writing. i'm afraid that i can't come out with any ideas to write on the topic given. how long has been since i've last written appropriate essay. 3 years that is. oh dear. jess suggested me to blog more if i want to improve my writing. but dear, i hardly use proper formal sentences in my blog. right?
it's all because of the initiative to apply for canada universities that lead me to register for IELTS this soon. but after deep and serious thoughts and discussions with my mom, since those uni in canada which have courses still open for application only offer courses that i do not really prefer, so might as well do a course that i really want in malaysia and apply for overseas my degree. what matters most is that i get to do the course i want first (which is either dentistry or pharmacy, but more to pharmacy now i think due to limited financial support), because it's almost impossible to do these 2 courses in canada for international students. you are so right mom.
if nus appeal and entrance to ntu fail, then i will do my degree in IMU. taking the MPharm twinning 2+2 course. yes! i have decided. at last. after years of considerations, finally i have a decision. a firm one this time. viewing from the positive side, though wasted one year waiting for nus, and not getting in (maybe), i still think it's never too late for me to begin my studies next year> january 2009. at least now i am very certain of which course i want to do and is capable of doing it, where i can go after graduation, and the road to be taken in the future. now i have a clearer vision on how to plan for my future. come what may.
oh! and starting from 2008, there will be no more interviews for applicants to IMU MPharm anymore. YOO HOO!!!
gaya leh!!
checked NUS application status on friday (5th june), still application processing, and the appeal closes on that day itself. i have yet to receive any offer (or rejection)>> fishy, fishy.
then checked again yesterday night after coming back from work, HAH! there it is... two appaling words struck in>>> admission DENIED
how best, they don't even allow me the time to appeal, i'm out of words...
