.p.rae.lu.dium.

so, i've tendered my resignation for i can no longer stand the way i'm living my days as an unprofitable employee in uts. i'm very disgusted with the stereotype routine of making ineffective calls everyday. this is so wrong. this is not the way to live the remaining holidays of mine.

i am happy for i've finally made up my mind. but i am now an even more happy person, for i am carrying forward my resignation date. so next wednesday it is. the day i'm released.

well it was not all too desolated about uts. i choosed to be in the current team of mine. i've chosen to be in a team which apparently is the most barren of all. albeit this fact, i have no regrets at all. i have the most understanding team leader, i'm able to get along very well with all the team members, both seniors and newcomers. what more can i ask for having such wonderful working environment. but still, i've made up my decision to leave uts this early for i no longer am able to cope with the mundane job which i don't think will bring me any good at all.

eventually i think i will have to do something which i am more confident and comfortable with. yes. back to teaching. teaching piano, whereby i am the one giving out instructions and the other party listens. hahaha...

met up with sueyen and danny today. karaoke session with the earlier and yumcha session with the latter. at this moment whereby everything has already settled down, i should be happy. but why is it that i am feeling a little 'hollow' somewhere. i'm not sure.

maybe it's because i have no actual plans on how i am going to utilise the remaining holidays, maybe it's because i will miss my dear colleagues, maybe it's because i'm going to reminisce the days we've spent together talking craps, consoling each other, sharing thoughts and secrets. maybe it's because i knew we are going to depart on separate paths in months time. perhaps, perhaps.....

but i could not deny the fact that it was rather heavy-hearted to part with my 'hia di' (brothers). you all have been very supportive at times when i am down, you all have been the best listener when i needed someone to listen to me complaining about both big and small matters. hahaha.. thank you very much. gam xia gam xia.

i'll treasure these valuable memories and hopefully we'll be able to gather again in the days to come.

p/s: i need a new handphone!!!!