.p.rae.lu.dium.

so days are filled with constant gaming sessions on bejeweled, mousehunt, msn and repeated episodes of FRIENDS. it's like all of a sudden my study days are over, but yet, not qualified to start a job-hunt. hadn't been updating my blog, had no mood to (considering the 'happening' ways i live my days)


just settled much of the hassles last week, be it the visa application or some not-so-last-minute shopping. it's saddening to realize that there's a limit as to what you can transfer over to the new habitat. i have to leave behind my favourite piece of shirt, shorts, handbag, and what killed me most - my old pillow!!! :( 


i guess this year marks the beginning of a different future for most of us. have been hearing friends leaving overseas for work and studies, some aren't planning to come back, stories of various flaky interviews, some even started to plan about registering for marriage, those who left somehow had plans on coming back for good whilst others are already deciding on which place they would move to for permanent. and ALL of these are decisions made on their own. 


all of a sudden, i felt that these old friends of mine are all ready to discover their respective new chapters of life. and what am i still stuck with? and even till now, i constantly still have thoughts of us gathering together, gossiping secrets with a bottle of vodka in hand, us fooling around and rolling on the floor over some dead funny jokes. 


i couldn't help but to agree that working life does make a drastic transformation on us, how we speak, what we speak, we start to think ahead and beyond what was laid before us, we make substantial decisions, we finally realize the importance of responsibility, and in fact these are what actually shaped us into (finally) an adult. 


i was often judged as the forgetful and can't be bothered type of person. i MAY BE, since i'm not even sure how old my best friends are (well, at least i remembered your birthdays :O), i can't remember the time of my best friend flights, be it back or leaving kl. but those wonderful days we had, those trips we'd been to, those nights we gossiped under the blankets, those tears we shed, those silly jokes on tvb celebrities, those gambling games which we had won each other's money and yet could still joked about etc. are all still very vivid in my memory.


so much so that i hated separations, these changes are inevitable. we, are no longer the 'we' we used to be. we, at the present as well as the future will start to encompass the new people we met. 


there's just so much to hold back, you couldn't help but learn to let go. perhaps it is also time to start accustoming myself to changes.


time to grow up. 

life is THIS dull when you have limited cash to spend, and you have enormous number of things to be done only if there's cash. well said enough, as some of my friends who were previously notified, in less than a month's time, i'll be blogging from the land of kilts and bagpipes, freezing my ass off when november approaches. 


shopping will never be enough throughout the whole month, and the singapore trip last week was trully worth it since i'd brought back piles and piles of my cousin's autumn-cum-hopefully-sufficient-to-last-for-winter clothings. that saves me from having only bread for the following months this year.


besides, there's also a handbag bought after a 5-day singapore charles and keith marathon. i literally went to ALL the charles and keith outlets in singapore only to find THE bag, which in turn i'm very happy with my buy. this trip down south wasn't as fruitful as the previous ones coz i was kept reminded that shopping in the land of kilts and bagpipes is more worthwhile. 


just to make things worse, the rm160-left-in-the-account me basically had to fork out another few thousands for a new laptop (which mother board died due to overheat), air ticket and for visa application. damn sien ok! why is it that the fees kept fluctuating and now that it had rose to 1055!!!!
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yet, second round replying to a tagged post.. specially dedicated to the pretty who tagged me --- xiao li!!! there you have it..

刚看完周杰伦的《说了再见》MV，发现原来MV里出现了个李连杰！！！
这下就知道这MV不简单啊。。


原来这首歌是一部由李连杰主演的电影《海洋天堂》里的主题曲。
从预告片看来，好像是一部感人肺腑的电影。描述着李连杰饰演一位患了晚期肝癌的父亲，辛苦养大他22岁的自闭儿子。


光看故事大纲都挺吸引人。况且李连杰终于能摆脱他惯用的卖点 - 武功，让大家对他演技再一次刮目相看。

7月20日   最后一天在IMU上课了

july marks the final month of my studies in malaysia. in less than 2 months time, i'll be off to a land so foreign to me, a land that i'd only heard of all the fantasies it'll bring, a land where the whites dominate, a land 10000km away from local good food.. *sobs*

so much need to be done, much more revisions for semester exams. praying so hard that visa application could be settled in time, hopefully it wouldn't take me the whole august... please don't jeopardise my holidays!!!